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Distance

by Heavy Heart

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1.
Unravel 02:47
I’m gone away for a few weeks from this place we’ll get used to call home any how. If I ever settle down. And I get more and more lost and confused as I cross new paths, distance stretches on and on. Will you answer when I call ? Despite everything I said, I’m still afraid that I might loose you after all. I hate to say it but I understand that you might have felt ignored. Despite everything we shared, I’ll still act as a stranger when I’ll get back home. I always feel like I should make amends. Ties already unravelled. (I don’t know how to sew it all) And I’ve been gone away for a few years from this place that I won’t ever, I will never call home anyway but we could find it another name. And I get more and more lost and confused as I cross old paths, distance reduces on and on. Once again I missed your call. Now I can’t be there for you. It doesn’t change the feelings I have for you.
2.
I'd like to get out somehow, I'd like to get out somehow. Escape this fortress built from silence but I will never know how. I should have learnt by now, I should have learnt by now, that I can't hide from you but even when I'm with you I'm always feeling alone. I can tell some words will never get out of my chest, they are trapped in here. Nowhere. This way we're heading nowhere. It's never changed for the past years, I can't help it, I'm feeling different from the rest of you. Have you felt the same ? I've been trying to fill the gap between us but it’s like my hands are tied up. I’m wondering if you really know me. All I can share is a song you'll never know. I'd love to make it change before it's too late. It would take a life to change. We're already so close to death.
3.
Poison 02:14
We’re the poison but we are also part of the cure we never found. And honestly it took me many years to realize that we can't be better if we do not try. I locked myself in a basement just to be alone, but some friends say : "We've got to share the same pavement. Don't play the fool, you miss the point." And it's time to learn not to hide behind excuses. It's a long way to become the one you wanted to be. We’re the poison but we are also part, we're part of the cure we never found. And honestly it took me many years to realize, to find the light, to find the right way to stop breaking down. You miss the point.
4.
Night Words 01:57
I am sure that you know that I'm doing my best to save you from the mess raging, from the mess raging in my head. I pretended to be strong, I finally bite the bullet. Was I right or wrong ? I will never know it. But right or wrong, for now I might regret. Call me cause I ran out of distractions. There's only one thought in my head. I might never see you again. Eyes wide open every night, I'm stuck with painful memories. I'd like to end it at this point there's nothing left to fix. I didn't say anything when you wanted me to leave. You are one of the best things that ever happened to me.
5.
Worrier 03:24
This life is scaring the shit out of me. You saw a ghost and it was just me. Way too often I'm so distant, lost in time and space. And I anguish over too many things. My old fears never set me free. Tell me what's going wrong with, what's going wrong with me. I think I just became my own enemy. I'm always fighting against the doubts inside me. It's true that I always want to be where I am not. I'm never satisfied, I've no certainty. I've let the gloom become the only beauty. I'm looking for peace but it seems nowhere to be found. Take me, take me home. This place is crushing me, I can't stay in the middle of the crowd. I became invisible. Take me, take me home. Can you stay with me? I don’t think I’ll be better off alone. I just need a floor to crash on.
6.
Caged 02:55
We're all so young but I feel like I lived a thousand lives. Crushed down by the weight of never ending fights. So long, I'm done swimming upstream for a while. I'm moving slow as I recall a certain kind of energy. The sound echoes through my shell the remainings of my body. I've learned to gauge the depth of this endless well, the one that keeps me in. We're getting tired trying to find our way, but I feel fucking trapped. We're all so young but I feel like I lived a thousand lives. Crushed down by the weight of never ending fights. So long, I'm done swimming upstream for a while. I'm moving slow as I recall a certain kind of energy. The sound echoes through my shell, the remainings of my body. I was born in a fight that I'm currently loosing. I've built my home in a mess without a chance of leaving. It seems we'll never recover from our despair at all.
7.
Respite 02:23
Tonight I can see a peaceful ocean in your eyes. For once I am breathing heavily there's nothing rotting on my mind. I hate the way I was just yesterday facing loneliness, unanswered questions. I hate the way I'll be tomorrow when I'll be back to my fucked up life. But it's one of those nights, there's not any black cloud covering the sky. As I'm seeing your smile, suddendly I realize it's gonna be alright. I'm out of words, and there's still many things I want to say to you. I'm always back, right to my daily battles whatever I do. I’m terrified of losing my grip. Tonight I can see a peaceful ocean in your eyes. I am breathing steadily there’s nothing rotting on my mind. This world hasn’t been made for me, and it’s hard to fit in. I get buried in myself but I would get out for you. I don’t feel like hiding cause I’m not terrified about you and me. No I’m not scared at all. Don’t think about those things that once broke you down.
8.
Faces 02:03
We're all counting down the lines on our face. We're moving around so we're loosing touch with friends. Have we become so different ? Or have we always been ? I find it hard to say because everyone think they've stayed the same. How can we keep loosing touch with so many friends as if they've never been here at all ? Time will blind us all, one day you'll forget my face. It's so hard to realize our ways will never cross again. They will never cross again. And we all build something, racing against time, we got used to be afraid all alone. We've got to make choices in our desperate lives. And I've learned life won't wait at all. We're all counting down the lines on our face. We're moving around so we're loosing touch with friends. Time will blind us all, one day you'll forget my face. It's so hard to realize our ways will never cross again.
9.
Out of Reach 03:10
No one’s here. And I’m barely sleeping thinking about how each move I have made has lead me to a dead end. And I got lost behind the mirror. I shut the curtains, put a fence around my room. And I don’t want to say that I ran away from you but it’s true. What if this room explodes, oh would you get me out ? I’m already choking. I certainly spent a few years staying alone on a couch. And I can’t breathe in. What if this room explodes how could you get me out of there ? You can blame, I let some distance settle in, I’m out of reach now. Leave me where I’m standing I won’t stay here for too long cause I don’t think that I’ll do well on my own.
10.
Desert 03:21
I was lost in the darkness, deep into the darkest streets. Trying to reach the flicker, wake me from my nightmare. walking through desert. You'll never feel the pain for me. You are a dimension away. You are away when you are there. You understand me but I know in the end we will fall alone again. You try to help me but I know in the end we will fall alone again. Empathy is a mirage. No one can drag my burden for me. That's what we called loneliness.

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released January 7, 2017

Recorded by Charles Quélennec in July 2016 at Le Grand Nord in Mayenne, FR.
Mixed by Mathieu Zuzek at La Garçonnière in Castelginest, FR.
Mastered by Sébastien Bedrunes at Empty Fields Room.
Artwork by Florian Renault.
Layout by Nico Destructure.

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