"I learnt the difference between being exhausted and tired"
Said the old man reading Beckett.
"You only meet true exhaustion when you run out of options
and hope has left your town.
It's not like you don't find your way in or your don't find your way out,
It’s like you don’t make use of days and nights.
Sitting motionless in his chair, lost in an empty stare,
Like no one was there.
I’m thinking of you waiting for death to come.
You’re living off memories, and some of them are strong enough to keep you alive.
I’m thinking of you living in the dirt, a certain kind of shame in your eyes.
I’m thinking of you barely breathing, getting bored in the Desert we built.
I picture you waiting
And no one’s coming,
The silence when I’m gone
Like no one was there.
You’re living off memories
You turn the light off,
It’s a certain kind of death
Stuck into the void.
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